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The best ways to memorize information, facts, names and such use visual imagery. Imagination is key to thorough memorization and knowledge integration, despite what most American public schools teach to the contrary.

Except when it comes to physical movement. Physical movement works best with both imagination and repetition.

Remember, the spirit leads the mind which leads the body. The body obeys our thoughts and decisions, but sometimes it needs to learn through extended repetition. Christians call it “beating the body into submission”. It doesn’t mean that we pull out whips and physically beat ourselves (though some take that passage very literally and do beat themselves).

“Beating the body into submission” is something weight lifters do a lot. Weight lifters like to increase their muscle size, their overall strength, and tone their bodies. They do this by lifting a heavy weight over and over until they can’t do it anymore. But here’s the interesting part. Just lifting a weight over and over will make you stronger, but the biggest gains come during the final lift, at the moment when they can barely push against the weight and the focus all their might, all their energy, all their strength to just move the weight. The final lift requires a spotter, someone to lift the weight when you can’t. A good spotter will keep you lifting until he does almost the entire lift for you. That’s the final lift. That’s where the biggest gains happen. I could go into a sermon on faith and how Jesus spots for us during our trials–but that’s way off topic.

During a summer between college classes I worked for Dad’s general contracting company. He built decks and remodeled houses and such. I remember learning how to really hold a drill. You’ think that all you need to do is grab the drill and have at the screw you’re driving into the deck–you’d be right, but only partially right.

The aikido term for “grabbing the drill and having at the deck” would be holding the drill with strength. It works, at least for awhile. The beams the decking sit on have to be screwed into place. Every hangar has 8 screws. Let’s just say that by lunch time my hand could barely hold the drill. After lunch I couldn’t hold the drill very tightly. My hand refused to for more than ten seconds–but I still had the rest of the joist hangars to drill down. I kept drilling them and suddenly it became easy. My arm still ached. The developing blisters were still forming. But now I could move twice as fast. I remember Dad touching my arm to tell me something and the drill fell out of my hand. It was funny. I couldn’t hold onto the drill if my life depended on it but I could use it better than when I could grip it.

That’s the difference between holding something with strength and holding it with ki. When you hold something with strength over time it will wear you down until you can’t hold it anymore. When you hold it with ki it becomes a part of you. You don’t hold onto your arm or finger. They’re just there.

Extended Repetition is a tool that lets you move past strength into ki.

Think I’m just blowing smoke? How about this. My buddy was Special Forces in Afghanistan. One of the things he trained was shooting while drawing his side arm. He could group his first two shots within a fist sized area he intended to hit. The third shot would be aimed. The key to being able to perform this gunslinger styled feat was practice and tens of thousands of rounds fired.

Question: How do you know you’re Coordinating Mind and Body unless someone tests you?

Answer: Until you know what it feels like to actually coordinate mind and body, umm, you don’t.

Tests are a good thing, ever since grade school started giving tests I’ve loved them–I know, I’m one of those nerdy, scholastic wackos.  Tests are moments to shine.  Transient moments to acquire scholastic glory while attempting to beat your best friend’s score.

Aikido tests are different.  The goal of the test is awareness of how mind and body coordination feels.  The person giving the test is usually aware of when the person taking the test will pass or fail…unless, of course, you’re a fresh off the assembly line white belt. i.e. ME!

When I test I want the person to pass it–but I’m not about to give them a shoddy test.  When I’m tested I want to know when I’ve failed and when I’ve succeeded.   I want the hard tests, the ones that will challenge me to go deeper and further into aikido.

But I’m rambling.  Let’s get to the fun part.

Unliftable Body

  • You stand with mind and body coordinated.
  • Someone attempts to lift you up by grabbing one wrist.
  • You pass the test if you stay still and they can’t do squat
  • You fail the test if they knock you over

To the lifter it should feel like trying to pick up a chair evenly while only lifting one leg…so I lifted up the chair evenly while only grabbing one leg–whoops!  I wasn’t supposed to be able to do that!

My own solution to the chair problem involved a little visualization used by weight lifters.  When I bench press my left arm raises the bar quicker than my right arm.  My spotter always tells me to focus on lifting the right side, the left side will take care of itself.  So that’s what I did.  I focused on lifting the leg furthest from my hand and viola.  I lifted the chair evenly off the ground.  Don’t get me wrong though, it was much, much harder to lift this way, but it is doable.

On the flip side the person being lifted really shouldn’t feel anything.  Yes the lifter’s hands are there, yes there’s force being applied to my arm, but it felt like my arm was attached to my leg through my finger tip.  I just stood there unmoved–until I got proud of my accomplishment…then they pushed me over without any trouble what so ever.  Argh!  I can’t even savor having passed the test!  That’s probably for the best though–I’d probably be even more cocky and proud than I already am ;)

Avoiding Collision

Thursday night is normally Maxon sensei’s night to teach, but he’s away in Japan, so Hess sensei taught.

During Ki class he focused on Ki meditation.  I’d like to think I’m getting it.  I don’t coordinate mind and body all the time, but when I think about it I do it.  I work through a simple meditation technique and coordinate mind and body until I get distracted–truly distracted.  As in my mind is now elsewhere for good.

But what I’m having problems with is collision.

Coordinating mind and body while alone and undisturbed is one thing. Coordinating mind and body while doing things is a little more difficult, but it’s not so hard once you “get it”.  Then comes coordinating mind and body while someone else is actively colliding with you.

Collision can be anything someone else does or thinks.  They grab your arm.  They stand in front of you and won’t let you past.  They put their hand on your chest and actively keep you from going your way.  People can collide with you in a meeting.  In politics, or a debate, or even someone you love doing something you don’t like.  People can actively attack your spirit as well.  Say hurtful things, assassinate your character, gossip about you and destroy your reputation.

If I collide back when they collide with me, it becomes a contest of strength.  Who can overpower the other, who has the best position, the best strategy.  Who has a better reputation, stronger character, better argument, or better advertising campaign.

If I do nothing, (aikido calls it dead relaxation) they win.

But if I coordinate mind and body, they cease being a threat.  Their collision with me finds nothing colliding back, but they cannot move me.   Neither, can they stop me.  I can move through them.  They’re powerless to resist–unless they know how to coordinate mind and body.  But here’s the fun part–if they know how to coordinate mind and body and they cease to collide with you and you’ve ceased to collide with them then collision still ended.

But for me, I suck at it.  I anticipate collision, I step into it.  Argh!

In fact, my problem collision was so pronounced that it carried over into Aikido class.  I couldn’t do what was being taught.  Whenever it came time to send my partner to the mat I’d completely lose all mind and body coordination and try to put them on the mat with force.  Of course–none of them actually went to the mat when I tried that.

Don’t get caught up with results.

I think I did.  I wanted them on the mat.  The more I tried the less they went down.  The more I tried to coordinate mind and body the further it skittered away.

Then I got so tired.  I’d been running around, throwing people, being thrown and running back for more that I finally stopped caring about how I was doing the form, then I stopped caring about the results, then I stopped caring about how I looked or felt.

Then my aikido improved.

But I was too tired to be able to analyze what was happening.

Lessons Learned

  • Colliding with my opponent is bad
  • Having a partner to test mind and body coordination with is a very good thing.
  • When thrown don’t stay down on the mat during practice (courtesy, and mutual injury avoidance)
  • Don’t get caught up with results.

On Tuesday Hess sensei teaches classes. He’s intelligent, thoughtful, collected, and methodical. He contrasts very nicely with Maxson sensei on Thursday nights.

Right now the entire international Aikido some long name in Japanese [Federation?] is meeting in Japan. Almost the entire upper echelon of the Oregon Ki Society is away. So there were two students on Tuesday. It was so much fun!

Normally sensei brings a student up to the front and demonstrates the technique. Then he breaks it down into it’s pieces. Then he has us practice it.

We bow to him and select partners by bowing to them. (it’s very polite) So all of my practicing was done with a higher ranked blue belt.

There are certain etiquette and formalized rituals on how everyone does their thing. (I didn’t know this until later)

  • the higher ranked student performs the technique on the lower ranked student first
  • or the higher ranked student performs the technique
  • the lower ranked student tests the performing student
  • First, the technique is preformed with fighting mind–and usually fails.
  • Second, the technique is performed with dead relaxed mind–and fails in an entirely different manner.
  • Third, the technique is performed while coordinating mind and body–and usually takes a few attempts before the student gets it right.

The technique we were performing is called Unliftable Body.

  1. The blue belt did the technique with fighting mind: result, I lifted him up.
  2. The blue belt performed the technique dead relaxed: result, I still lifted him up, but it was harder.
  3. The blue belt performed the technique while trying to coordinate mind and body: result, he failed, I lifted him up.
  4. He tried it a few more times and finally got it right. I couldn’t lift him–and I was really trying to.
  5. I told him to do it again.

WHOOPS!

As soon as I said it, Hess sensei asked me “are you not convinced he did the technique right?”

“No, I’m convinced he did it right. It’s for that very reason I’m telling him to do it again. It’s not for my benefit, it’s for his. In fact, I’m not interested in performing these techniques the wrong ways. I’m not here to train and learn these techniques wrong. I’m here to learn them the right way.”

He’s done the technique at least seven times the wrong way. He gets it right once and we move on. I wanted to make sure he had the opportunity to do it right again while he was still flush with success.

Sensei laughed for a moment. Then acknowledged that the teaching methods don’t line up with positive reinforcement. I wanted to tell him that bankers don’t work with forgeries, they work with nothing but the real thing. Why bother with the various copies when you can teach people all about the real thing. He did tell me that if I ever went to the big dojo in Tigard to make sure I practiced the way the instructors expected me to.

He didn’t give me time to be exasperated or annoyed, we moved on.

I’m bemused by this turn of events. Koeichi Tohei left the dojo his master O sensei founded after O sensei died and started a new school because the dojo wouldn’t change their teaching methods. How entertaining that the methods Tohei sensei founded are now a tradition that might be unchangeable.

However, before I go too far with this idea.  I do ascribe to the belief that a novice should try the master’s methods first and prove that they know those methods.  Then offer improvements and suggestions.  This shows respect for previous experience.  Certain methods might’ve been tried in the past.  The way it’s done now might actually be the best way to teach this particular set of knowledge and skills–and it might not.

It should be obvious, I like Aikido, specifically Shin-shin Toitsu Aikido. Yeah, it’s am mouth full and I cheat by cut and pasting the that really long name into my posts. But why do I like it?

Spiritual Things Come First

Ki moves the Mind which moves the Body

Or, as I know it better from my own Christian heritage…

Spirit rules the Mind which rules the Body

You might say it’s a “first things first” approach to moving and existing.

Not as Many Wacked Out Explanations

Though I believe in spiritual and super natural things I prefer commonplace scientific explanations. Tohei sensei, the founder of Shin-shin Toitsu Aikido also believes this.

The way people most talk about ki these days tends toward the occultish, but I will say that I have never done anything even remotely involving the occult.

Interview with Koichi Tohei (1996) by Stanley Pranin @ The Aikido Journal

And later he also says

[Ueshiba] sensei said of that time, “All the many divine spirits of Heaven and Earth entered my body and I became as immovable as a heavy rock.” Everybody took him literally and believed it. I heard him say that kind of thing hundreds of times.

For my part, I have never had divine beings enter my body. I’ve never put much stock in that kind of illogical explanation.

Interview with Koichi Tohei (1996) by Stanley Pranin @ The Aikido Journal

I like it when I’m told to relax, or concentrate deeper.

Aikido Provides a Framework for Mind and Body Coordination

I’ve talked about What is Mind and Body Coordination elsewhere. But it’s seriously addictive. Being at peace with yourself and existing in the moment are strong motivators.

It’s Immediately Useful

Don’t get me wrong, as a fighting technique, Shin-shin Toitsu Aikido is pathetic–at least when you’re new. But the mental things being taught are immediately useful, especially if you work a job that involves other people. Leading your opponent, respecting your opponent’s Ki, performing with confidence, breathing, getting rid of ‘fighting mind’.

Bad Stuff

This form won’t teach you how to attack (though it will teach you how to not put up with other people’s crap while avoiding a confrontational ‘fighting mind’). It probably won’t get you into shape (yes that is one of the reasons why I’m doing it…but I wanted to set myself up with something easy first)

This is how I view Mind and Body Coordination as of July 10th, 2008 while I am a white belt (lowest of the low). I’ve thought about Mind and Body Coordination and Ki Meditation for 10 years.

Do I have the right answer? I really don’t know. That’s part of what makes writing this so much fun!

Ki is consciousness, awareness.

Mind and Body Coordination is the state of being fully conscious and fully aware. It is effortlessness.

Rowers call it Swing. Geeks call it The Cave. Sports players and musicians call it The Zone. Musicians, like sports players, also call it The Zone. It’s when you perform without anaylisation. You’re aware of everything you do, every note you play, every note other musicians play and singers sing.

I think video games let people slip into this state, I’d even go so far as to say that mind and body coordination is one of the powerful addictive forces video games exert.

That’s right. I think mind and body coordination, the zone, swing, the cave, or whatever you happen to call it is addictive. But it’s not addictive like an adrenaline rush or the dopamine dump associated with certain kinds of drugs or sex. It’s addictive in exactly the opposite way. It’s the addictiveness of inner peace.

By my third year in college I’d learned some kiatsu, a kind of aikido ki massage. As building monitor in the music department I didn’t have much to do so I’d occasionally give out back massages to anyone who wanted one.

I remember a girl, I’ll call her Claire, who played piano all the time (she was quite good too). As a result her shoulders were extremely tight, knots upon knots, upon knots. She’d seen me giving out massages and asked for one.

I sat her down in front of me and I went to work. Her shoulders were the tightest I’d ever felt. I worked her back for an hour then sent her back to practice.  She gave me a weird look that said ”umm…did I just sit there an hour for nothing?” then she went off to practice and I talked with friends.

An hour and a half later she came back and told me how great she felt. It was a delayed reaction. She’d lived with her stress so long that it absence took her awhile to pick up on.

That’s how I see mind and body coordination. The delayed pleasure is spiritually addictive. You’ve lived so long with so much stress that it takes time for your body and mind to figure out how wonderful it is to be in this other state.

Christian theology asserts that when mankind ‘fell’ they disrupted the natural order of things. One of these disruptions is within ourselves.

Spirit governs the Mind which governs the Body.

Let me put that into better terms.

Spirit leads the Mind which leads the Body.

I mean spirit both naturally and supernaturally. My easy and very superficial explanation of spirit is your intuition, your character, your honor, your ideals.

In the fall, mankind placed his reason, his mind, above his spirit and wars within himself.  Mind and Body Coordination attempts to place the mind and body back into instant, unwavering obedience.

This is something I’ve learned about myself during Aikido lessons.

  • If my body fights, I am moved (or lead.)
  • If my mind fights, I am moved
  • If my body and mind silently obey, I am unmoved (and can lead).

I’ve also noticed feeling invincible and infallible. When I’m coordinated I’m confident that all of me instantly obeys without doubt, without questions.  …then I think, “wow, I’m doing it!” and the feeling vanishes. Argh!

My thoughts about obedience amaze me.  How interesting: unresisting, instantaneous obedience. I must think on this more.

I laugh throughout Maxson Sensei’s Thursday night classes.

I realize, while he teaches that I shouldn’t look constipated or goofy while I’m “coordinating mind and body”. If mind and body coordination is truly a natural state of being then it shouldn’t matter what I’m doing.

I watch sensei continue the lesson while two students try pushing him around. Try is the operative word. Despite size, youth, and obviously superior strength, they can’t push him over.

“Look at your opponent” he said while leading another student through a technique. He stopped abruptly to emphasize his point and look into the student’s eyes. Then he finished the technique and lead the student onto the mat.

Aikido techniques happen quickly. Sensei stops the action to show us the mechanics of what’s going on. Then he reiterates “but look at your opponent. What you do doesn’t happen in a vacuum.”

I couldn’t do the techniques on Thursday. My abilities are very unsure, especially when I was partnered with the women. I’m a white belt–that’s complete and utter noob to everyone who’s never heard of what belt colors mean. My problem centered around the last time I did aikido lessons.

Roughly ten years ago, while I was in college, I hurt the girl I was practicing a wrist hold with. On top of it I’ve always been a big guy, over six feet tall, and have always known I could hurt people if I wasn’t careful.

Sensei said “the best way to not hurt your partner is to extend ki.” That’s…ummm…great advice. While I mentally agree with that my body lags behind me. My kinesthetic memory (memorized motion) hasn’t developed all that much yet. I know I’ll conquer this particular difficulty, but it might take some time.

Things to Work On

  • Coordinate mind and body, or extend Ki, naturally. Funny faces are optional.
  • Look at my opponent.
  • Extend Ki to avoid hurting my partner.

Two Classes

Twice a week I ride a bus to the dojo in Southeast Portland. This gives me roughly an hour to contemplate what’s going to happen.

Each evening is broken up into two classes.

  • Ki Training
  • Aikido

There’s a short break in between and socializing with very friendly people.

Ki Training

To quote the Oregon Ki Society website,

The purpose of Ki development training is to help students improve the quality of their lives. By improving health and performance, Ki training helps students to be more productive and successful in their personal and professional lives. We view training as an ongoing process emphasizing personal direction and growth through lifelong training. Ki training helps students to live positively and excel in a rapidly changing world.

The primary focus of Ki classes is learning how to coordinate mind and body in daily life. Ki training provides skills for relaxation, calmness, concentration, personal health, and positive interactions. Students gain more energy and enhance their understanding of Ki Principles.

This class gets me in the mood. We stretch out, do some exercises and then learn about coordinating mind and body. I’ll have to go into the specifics of what it means to do that later. I haven’t completely figured it out yet–it seems to be a given that I won’t ‘get it’ for awhile either.

Aikido

Now we move on to throwing people around. Well, in my case I get thrown around a lot. I secretly think they fall for me.

There’s lots of movement, especially when you ‘get it’ and don’t think about the movements and where your feet and hands are anymore.

I’d write more about this part of the lesson but I don’t understand what I’ve experienced so far. In fact, I wrote a twitter like this…

  • Aikido theoretical concept: Extend Ki
  • Novice practical application: Look confused while throwing someone 5ft without any idea why it worked.

I’ve got some ideas about how and why it works but it’s all head knowledge right now. I’ll elaborate on my own theories at a later time.